Impassive

There is no pain, you are receding
A distant ship smoke on the horizon
You are coming through in waves
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb

There are words, you are misreading
Sometimes things are not all in fun
You overwhelm with things you say
My head hears but I know not what it wants
The passion killed by flamed anger
The love buried under accusations
Is this how things were fated to be
I did what I could, you would not listen
This is not how I am
I have become comfortably numb